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2011-11-17T19:37:00.003+08:00

been thinking alot lately. today, i realized.
i had been a fool. i was asking for it all these times.
everytime when you do something to hurt me, when we had our cold wars,i was always the one to ask you back. i was always the one giving lame excuses to see you.
today i stood back and took a good look at us. and i realized, no matter how much you said you loved me, no matter how much you said you didnt want to leave. it was just all talk and NO actions.
somewhere deep in my bleeding heart, i was laughing at myself. what a fool i've been. if you had really loved me that much, there will never be a 3rd person. what more person'S'. if you had really wanted me to be yours, you would have kept your promises. you would have done more. you would be desperately wanting to see me, hold me, asking for forgiveness.
now i dont blame you. for still being able to go out and play, every time we werent in good terms. i dont blame you for acting like a desperate lesbian who kiss and make out with anyone she sees. because i realized and i think u should too, that i was never that ONE. and because of that, you have been trapped in that cage for 1 and a half years now.
it was a nice thought that i could be that ONE. that ONE who can make your mind heart body and soul stop wanting anything from others, but me. sadly that wasnt the case. your mind heart body and soul says it all.
knowing one day you might read this post. i hope you well. which i know you will be.
i am letting you go now. i need to move on. though it is not easy. i will be fine.
thank you for all the happy memorise.
goodbye SH. be good.

2011-11-16T17:28:00.000+08:00

i wanna see you so much. but i dont know how will i react after seeing you..

2011-11-16T12:50:00.002+08:00

If i give you another chance, will things be different? What if your temptation comes again? Is the love for me really that weak? Why is it so hard to change.

Or am i not giving you enough..

2011-07-24T17:51:00.001+08:00

empty again.

2011-06-24T17:14:00.002+08:00

make a decision. what do you want. sacrifice. cant be greedy. get a life. its not fair. move on. no seriously, move on. prioritise.

fml.

2011-05-05T16:00:00.001+08:00

i do miss the mashed potato. egg sandwiches. the mini jap food.

2011-01-05T19:42:00.014+08:00

COME BACK

i made many mistakes in life. some i can make it up too. some cant.

one of them is letting JJ go. 8 months ago, when i was still working in M

ount Pleasant Animal Hospital, a bitch called Lim Nicola Tesha brought him in, wanting to put him down. he was just about 8 to 9 months old. he had skin problem, very rebellious. barks all the time, pee-ed everywhere. he isn't really an ideal pet for anyone. but he's young, innocent and healthy. my colleagues convinced me to adopt him. actually come to think about, i kinda had no choice, so anyways, we approached that bitch and she agreed to transfer me his ownership after a few months, after seeing that i am able to take care of him. that was the agreement.

now, after about 7 months later, she wanted to take him home for 3 days (initially), which i agreed too. she wanted a like, 'the last meet up to say goodbye' kinda thing. before passing her J, she asked me to give her a chance to take him back. i refused and things got really complicated.

i blame myself for being too soft. for letting her take him away from my arms. for being a lousy owner. she asked for another week after 2 days, i had no choice but to agree. and now, she doesnt want to return him to me. as i have expected. fuck myself for being so stupid.
what can i do? where can i turn to for help? i couldnt get her address because my colleagues said its against the company policy. forget about how close we use to be. forget about the times they were helping me to deal with her. forget about the friendship we had. i cant blame them. they're just doing their job. no one will know how attched i am to J, what we've been through. and i dont blame them for not knowing how it feels to be cheated and losing something you love so much.

he's not just a dog. he was always there for me when i felt alone. he was there for me when i was crying alone. when i wanted to leave, he was there to stop me all the time. he chewed off the letters i wrote to my dad, and friends. little things he did meant so much to me right now. his licks used to be so irritating. or his morning wake up calls. his barks. or times when he would like to get involved in everything i'm doing. and when he would run into the toilet when i want to take a shower. not forgetting when he desperately wants to sit on my lap when ever i'm shitting or using my com.

i wonder how is he now. i wonder if he misses me. i wonder if he would remember me.

i miss you..

his first week at home after sterilization

at work with me

the trouble he gives me

when he would not let me leave his sight for even a min

his sleeping habits my last view

2010-12-15T06:30:00.002+08:00

"you may have orginated all these problems. but i can tell you ......... and whoever worsened them, they play a part. and thats why i think its unfair to you."

so they tell me. people dont see things like these. they only see the culprit.
CULPRIT - a person guilty of or responsible for an offence or fault
when you're sentenced, no matter what you do doesnt matter anymore. because they would see it as a motive, or a lie. its always your fault. anything you do will be judged. yes they tell you they can forgive n forget as long as u put in effort n all. seriously, that's bullshit. te truth is, no one can get over it. its always a topic to be discussed, gossiped. and all direction is all aimed at you. and what can you do? nothing. why? because you ARE the one. who cares about the people who was so called "the victim" YOU were e one who could make decisions. so YOU have to be the one facing all the sarcasm and criticism.
lies. this is e main word used almost everyday.
so when you tell the truth, you are heavily judged, regardless. when you dont, that's the end of the world. and if you just avoid, people think you're trying to hide things. so tell me, what else can you do?
people say or do things, to benefit only to themselves. its easy for them to say they forget. and everything goes well for them. but if its you, the 'culprit'. ohh, that different. it will be like a disaster.

i had a gf. and i had an affair with a common friend. yes i admit my wrong. i am the culprit. so when i tried to make things right, it didnt turn out that way. i could only force myself to leave. she tried to pull me back, saying she cant lose me, and at e next moment push me away, over and over again. what am i suppose to do? i want her to be happy. and i know she could no longer get it from me.
at e same time, theres always been rumours about me. said from the other one. obviously bad rumours. i guess its revenge? because i told e world it was just plain sex when i actually had feelings for her too. so finally one day i told e truth. to everyone. i apologised to her. but that didnt stop whatever thats been going on. she told me she couldnt get over me n all. by words. but her actions were still so ...... which obviously caused alot of problems for me. when you are at your lowest period, even planning to take your own life, these things trigger.
so if they really do love you. why still do it? comes back to square one. you have NO RIGHT to expect anything from them because you jolly well deserve it. because you are the culprit. you are suppose to face all these shit. am i right?

2010-12-09T18:18:00.002+08:00

realised i haven been blogging for almost a year. time flies. prob this will be my last post? i dont know. been thinking bout my 22 yrs of life recently. it shocks me to think that, i've never really had a peaceful life. there are always problems and i was always emoing away. thats really sick. from my family, to my late grandma's death, to studies, to work / career, to money and to friends and love. they say life is nothing without ups and downs. and its because of the problems you face, you'll become stronger as an individual. seriously, at times i think i'll prefer to be weak. not say i'm very stong now.
been sharing my problems with my teachers, friends for the past 18 yrs. giving myself 4 yrs of credit. it becomes very sickening.
what to do? thats my life. hey, i'm not all that negative k. i'm very appreciative also one hor. just stupid, irresponsible, playful most of the time.
FML

2010-01-12T14:11:00.001+08:00

life's farked up now.

2009-12-09T09:36:00.002+08:00

woke up at 7am, start work at 830am!! surprisingly managed to prepare within an hour!!

phone rang...
are you gonna be late? are you almost done? baby's here to save you..
*shocked, got speachless*

though the taxi driver was farking irritating, her presence was all i need.

Milo
Bread
Chocolate cake
Strepsils
Dequadin Lozenges

can i ask for more?
i want to have milo and peanut butter bread everyday.. =))

2009-10-23T13:16:00.000+08:00

PASS!!

2009-10-20T10:06:00.000+08:00

2 more days till my driving test!! >.<

2009-10-13T12:48:00.003+08:00

this is a sick post.
parental guidance is advised.

stress kills
smoke more
drink more
club more
eat less
tear more
kills your lungs, liver, ears, stomach, eyes, brain cells. heart
what else can you ask for

try having a brainless, self-proclaimed-smart business partner
a good for nothing ass licking old butch like admin
a mentally retarded fat china slut (dad's wife)
bothering you EVERYDAY!!

hate making big decisions
hey! i should be enjoying my life at my age no?
take private O's, go to some poly or something
having studies and love as my only problems
stretch my hands out for money
chill at Spinelli everyday.

but starting young isn't all that bad either
gain more experiences
gain more knowledge
retire young and let ppl envy you.

but what if things don't turn out the way you want it to?
you end up having no qualifications and a stable income

so? think positive!
your still young, there's still a long road ahead. come on, if you don't try now, when?
so what if you fail right? there's still time to recover.

but is there really time?
how much time is time?
why not get some qualifications now, get a stable job and try to save like everyone else.
don't risk it. right?

talk about making the wrong decision.
done plenty of that.
and now, i'm feeling the weight on my shoulders.
hey, i'm like the younger sister right?
why does my brother get all the luck.

fark i remember
i cant chicken out now.
think of others before you right?

whats life without risks.
damn i'm sick.

need a smoke now.

hey i'm not all that emo, i know whats being happy too.
happy is when someone die right after spending his/her last cent. lol.

p.s
spare me all the naggings.

2009-10-05T18:21:00.001+08:00

my God, whats happening to me
almost lost my phone and camera A FEW times!!

2009-09-19T17:42:00.000+08:00

sick...................................................................

2009-09-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

That China b*tch is creating problems again
Feel so helpless
"How are u getting along handling 2 companies?" he asked
I couldnt reply him
Somethings pulling me back, and i dont know what is it
So much responsibilities
Too much sacrifices were made for me
I love him too much to chicken out
Not much time left.
Gahh, God please give me more time!!

Wait for me to bring you away, Dad.

2009-05-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

my first camera! =)))

Canon Digital IXUS 100 IS

am so broke now~

2009-05-10T05:34:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOMMY!!!

2009-05-08T12:37:00.000+08:00

its not fun having a hang-over at work.............

2009-04-27T18:21:00.001+08:00

omg. this is CUTE man! thanks babe! love ya!

2009-04-27T18:11:00.003+08:00

2009-04-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

2009-04-23T12:29:00.002+08:00

pissed.

when your having a busy frustrating day. its f*cking irritating to have ugly dirty smelly guys whistling, disturbing you. uncivilised barbarians. one of the million reasons why i'm gay.

went cycling recently. will upload video and photos when i'm free.

dad sent me an email. almost cried can.

2009-04-17T12:21:00.010+08:00

as promised.

birthday song. i thought they were taking a pic.
so ya. kinda ugly. ha

forefits!

2009-04-12T22:18:00.007+08:00

a few mins till i turn 21. omg, the adulthood.
anyways, celebrated my birthday in advance yesturday.

theme - assigned by me
me- winter wear
cecilia- kitchen
cheryl- baby
peiyu- colourful
xiaowei- pajamas
xiaoxuan- cat woman
van, jas, von- powerpuff girls
daren- school boy
chicken(fcy)- 70's

the plan is that we'll wear 'whatever', for dinner somewhere near our hotel (River View Hotel), then head back to the hotel for drinks n go crazy. so my babes did this for me.

Front

Back

so i was kinda forced to bring it out. and i was suppose to get hugs from ppl around clarke quay! yea there were a few tourist. hmm, mostly tourist who saw the sign and came over. LOL.
after all that, we went back to the hotel for drinks n games. when there's games, there's definitely forfeits!

of course there where more videos n photos but ha, didn't get permission to put it yet. lol.
and of course some are for personal pleasures. ha!
promise to put up more photos and videos after i got them.

havent had such a good time for a long time. =)
thanks babes! for the presents, time, effort, love, fun, laughs... i appreciate it. =)

thanks dad and mom, for the presents, love, guidance...

and of course those who called/msged me to wish me happy birthday! =)

2009-04-12T21:43:00.007+08:00

10th April

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PEIYU !!
9th april - st james
10th april - sentosa

waiting for more pics.

2009-04-06T22:57:00.004+08:00

Fading Memories

went to Commonwealth Crescent for late lunch today. i grew up there. so much memories. grandma, family, the naive times. saw a few familiar faces. the yong tau fu aunty, the dessert stall aunty, noodle stall aunty. i smiled at them but they just gave me that stare. they used to know me. they dont look as happy as before. felt so empty at that moment. felt so emo. =(

2009-04-06T13:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VANESSA~!!

lol. she's gonna kill me for putting this up.
went to Central, Waraku with Vanessa, Yvonne and Xiaowei.
convinced her to order the squid ink spaghetti. lol. omg, scary.
cant imagine eating a pile of black things,
what more black things with one and a half bottle of cheese!
YA~ she added one and a half bottle of cheese. =/
=) had a good experience at clark quey.

pictures not with me. =(

2009-03-27T23:39:00.005+08:00

i'm turning 21 in 17days. wow, adult hood. so fast. suddenly so much responsibilities. dont you just hate it when everything have to happen at one time? just there in your face. practically staring at you.

tired..

.. of everything

omg, emo post.

2009-03-21T13:20:00.008+08:00

15 March

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BROTHER !

did a photo frame card

16 March
Wei Zhong Biao Ge's R.O.M

CONGRATULATIONS COUSIN !!

=)

2009-03-19T09:17:00.000+08:00

Its not healthy to get lectures early in the morning.
Spoils the entire day.

2009-03-11T09:59:00.002+08:00

Saturday

Birthday party at Xiaowei's house. See her blog for photos! Ha, lazy~

2009-03-06T12:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

XIAOWEI !!!!

i enjoyed dinner.

2009-03-03T14:28:00.002+08:00

Yesturday-

8am
went downstairs Polyclinic. see doctor and to check my knee. cant climb up too much stairs. old injuries. my God i'm getting old. my queue no. 2222. the queue number on the screen. 218 something. i wait...

finally, got the room number. my queue no. 2222. the queue number on the screen. 214 something. WTH?! i wait...

need to go for x-ray. about 9-10 ppl infront of me. i wait...
x-ray table was cold, room was cold, the doctor's hands was cold.

after x-ray, i wait...
30-45mins later, i over heard a nurse telling someone that he'll have to wait about 1hour plus for the x-ray results. WTH again!! i wait...

nurse ask me to wait outside the doctor's room. i wait...

doctor told me i needed knee guard, needed knee exercise.
(lie down, lift my leg 500 times a day each, meaning like, 1000 times a day?!)
* i gave him the, you know i'm not gonna do that look *
asked me to go pharmacy take medicine.

my queue no. 8416. the queue number on the screen. 838 something. i wait...
8412...
8413...
8414...
8415...

8417...
WTH?! wheres my number?! where's 8416?! i wait...
until 8422... i wait...
finally 8416 !

1pm, left the polyclinic. thank God its just beside my block.

lesson learnt, MUST bring a friend along.

2009-02-26T14:22:00.003+08:00

sick. sore throat, cough, fever. hate this. picking up calls and giving interviews today.
in desperate need of Fisherman's Friend now. =( maybe if i have totally no voice, i can get MC? ha, wadever.

my new cubicle! its small. but at least its not directly infront of the-old-butch-like-lady.

2009-02-13T16:15:00.004+08:00

YES !! i love fridays, because theres no work on weekends.

more sleep

more free time.

damn the old butch like lady sitting behind me. got nagging from my dad about discipline after he saw my punch card. 9:02am... 9:10am... 9:05am... hey! SHE IS THE ONE WHO'S LATE ALL THE TIME K ! hmph, and i had to wait outside for her with HEELS, to open the door. hmph! she heng i never 'bautoh' her.

just ended a meeting. i hate the 'after meeting' feeling. dunno leh, like so stressed up can. need to smoke! but i cant. =( my boss wan me to manage the sales team. wah, sounds exciting right. hmm, i dunno. i'm suppose to manage 3 guys. one china, one in his 30, one in his 40-50s? what the hell? why would they listen to a 21 year old girl? hmm..

so stressed up. happy page.

todays lesson. don work with old butch like ladies, espacially when they're sitting behind you.

2009-02-12T23:03:00.007+08:00

went to Spinelli, Heeren, with Xiaowei, while waiting for her friends to come. had mocha and a slice of cheese cake. chilling, talking, smoking.. then, the unexpected happened ! PIGEONS ! a pigeon flew onto our table, at started eating our cheese cake ! later 2... 3... creating a scene and a big mess.

bold creatures.

lesson learnt today - dont leave your things on the table !!

2009-02-10T23:09:00.005+08:00

bad dinner..

had dinner around Aljunied area today. Vanessa n i ordered noodles with meat balls. she ate pretty fast, think she was really hungry. before she could finish her bowl of noodles,

SHE FOUND A SMALL COOKED DEAD WET COCKROACH IN HER NOODLES !! *SCREAMS*

what the hell?! i thought this kinda things only happens to other ppl you see in the news etc. and i've already ate 2 meat balls, 7 - 12 mouths of noodles and plenty of soup!! argh! f*cking disgusted.

lesson learnt today. eat SLOWLY.

2009-02-10T10:15:00.003+08:00

happy birthday EUNICE !!

last night, after work, went to IMM fish n co. to celebrate eunice birthday. ha! lesson learnt. never celebrate ur birthday at fish n co. why? cause they'll make u stand on a chair, light up a sparkle for you, and sing loudly. so u you'll have to close your eyes, and let the world see that your making a wish.. (lame part) and this stuff will hold the cake from a distance and ur suppose to try to blow out the candles out. hopefully with just one blow, so that you dont have to, er ya, embarrass urself even more.

anyways, aren't we suppose to blow out the candles only once for some

good luck superstitious thing?

thank God it wasnt me.

2009-02-10T01:22:00.003+08:00

new blog skin.

wanted it to be simple. hmm, maybe too simple.

proud of myself though, being a noob,

i've managed to change it myself !

=))

life's too complicated.

eyer~ so emo.

2009-02-03T13:37:00.002+08:00

Feelings...

2009-01-22T12:50:00.001+08:00

This is a sad post.

sadness

2009-01-16T10:05:00.003+08:00

Christmas & New Year is over~ boo..

Haven had so much fun for a long time. =))

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Went to Xiaowei's house to celebrate Christmas.

( see her blog for photos )

EVERYONE LOVES MY TIRAMISU !!!!

yes, i'm houlianing~ =D

Bought cool presents but got er.. food as presents..

ha, sian..

Thanks Wei & Yvonne for the personal presents.

Wei, i know i still owe u one. =(

Yes, baby too~

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New Year count down. woohoo~ fun fun

Had home made (er, some of it) dinner at Peiyu's house.

Cecilia's driving man!

The first among us to get a licence. *envy envy*

Almost got killed in the car. Lol.

heng i got insurance. ha.

So in the end, all of us..

(Cheryl, Peiyu, Cecilia, Felicia and me)

squeezed into Daryl's small car

and went to some highway to see fireworks!

LOVE the count down part!

We shouted till we got no voice can!

Waving and shouting at every policeman/car we see.

Ha, its crazy~

All of us had car-sick after that.

Later on, had some drinks at Boat Quey.

(sorry, no photos. blogging in office now. oops~)

Now, CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING~!!!

Money, food, mahjong !!!

wahahahhahahhahhahahhahahahhahaha~

2008-12-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMING !!!

2008-12-13T12:30:00.005+08:00

OTs, Fruit Cakes, Star Cookies, Starhub Hampers

i need more sleep.

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wake up at 4am

leave my house by 5.45am

train to Orchard, reach Hilton by 7am

work till 9pm

OTs, extended to 11pm

bathe, prepare till 11.30pm

too tired to train home, takes cab

reaches home by 12 - 12.30am

Sleep at 1am

wake up at 4am

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been doing that for 4 days now.

i'm too tired to do anything.

quite surprised that i have the energy to blog even.

things ppl do for money. lol.

i have to admit the management SUCKS at hilton.

stupid ang mors. *rool eyes*

try having to do 3 times of a double job

triple job? is there such a word?

we had to first pack star cookies, fruit cakes, dried fruits and mixed nuts

into 1700 hampers for Starhub.

had complains that some star cookies were crushed,

so we had to open all the hampers and replace the crushed ones with new ones.

Later on, had another complaint that the fruit cakes were mouldy.

again, open up everything, take all the fruit cakes out.

check for mouldy ones,

bring the rest to pastry for wraping before putting them into the fruit c box again.

Later on, some ang mors decided to redo or something.

so we had to take the "done" sticky fruit cakes out from the fruit cake box,

take out the cling wrap thingeE,

seperate the fruits, star anis, cinnamon sticks,

for them to return to the suppliers.

not 4getting having to use cloth n water to wipe the sticky box which were used for the cakes.

so that they can re- use dem again.

aniways, all this.. because they want to

save money.

brainless things.

2008-11-23T22:58:00.003+08:00

Dont understand why is it so hard to spell my name.

Its JOLYN..

Not Joylyn or Jolene or Jolin.

Today so paiseh can!!

I fell down during work.

I tripped over a chair, landed on the floor and like, skidded alittle on my knees lo.

Felt like i could die on the spot.

2008-11-20T13:47:00.002+08:00

Yesturday

Played bball with Xiaowei, PH and her friend. Fun fun !! Had to stop because of the rain. After that, Xiaowei and i met up with Yeenah and Felicia at Dhouby Ghaut for a movie. High School Musical 3. Hey, not bad k, really makes u think back about your school days.. which i've stupidly neglected.

Ok, this the interesting part. After movies, we went to De Bar for a drink. So when we were about to leave, a guy approached Xiaowei !! Eh, not bad looking one k, just alittle noisy. LOL. He was saying stuff like, he believes in fate, its the first time someone selected the same song as him. He even praised on her singing man. LOL, not bad arh Xiaowei !! ha.. think maybe Xiaowei's in love?? ha, kidding..

2008-11-20T03:49:00.007+08:00

Tuesday - went to Pengelih for work purposes.

On the way back, bought some lobsters. After that, went to Xiaowei's house for the slaughtering. Had some lobster sashimi and black pepper lobsters for dinner.

the slaughter.. hmm, some part of it

2008-11-17T13:07:00.003+08:00

Yesturday-

I've finally received my grooming home certificate !! Yay !!

think i need a few more months to get the international cert.
( ignore the date )

Wanted to blog, drink, celebrate!
Called Xiaowei, but we dont know where to go.
I hate this.
10pm, we still dont know where to go.
I ended up doing nothing becaue i fell asleep.
..................................

2008-11-14T21:22:00.009+08:00

Managed to force myself to blog again. I know, FINALLY right.

Been to lazy to blog.

16 September - My first 1st year anni.

My proven fact, gay relationships last longer.

Our couple T designed by her.

a closer look

of cause thats not it, i'm just pissed editing photos with a lagging com.
she made a book, got me plushies, printed photos for me.

Went to Sentosa, Barnarcles, for an expensive dinner.
Expensive but i love it~
Sexy view, good service, mouth watering food.
Visited Underwater World the next day because by the time we finished our dinner, they were closed.

Jerry's new look, he's coming 9 mths old this coming 24th

Jerry's new bed

same T.. LOL

12th November

Played basketball with Xiaowei.
Yes, i do exercise!
It was drizzling, so i didnt know if i was perspiring or drenched by the rain.

13th November

Played basketball with Xiaowei again.
Think i slimmed down. LOL !! i wish..

Having serious muscle cramps now. =[

14th November

Tomorrows my late grandma's birthday. She would be 90 years old by now.
I went to visit her with Felicia. Bringing her favorite food.
Mashed potatoes from KFC and durians.
Still miss her.......
Happy Birthday Grandma.

2008-08-21T13:37:00.002+08:00

Some jealous idiots just dont know when to stop..
Seriously, i dont give a f uc k.
So whatcha gonna do now f uc ker?! kill me?! *roll eyes*

2008-08-11T01:46:00.001+08:00

Jerry's new toy !! =]]

2008-07-26T18:51:00.002+08:00

Brought Jerry to the vet again today because his cough isnt getting better.. The doc gave him 2 injections. poor thing~ Paid bout $72. i'm broke. And Jerry had to pee on me while we were waiting for cab!! =[

grooming again tmr..

boring life~

2008-07-12T22:58:00.001+08:00

showered Jerry today, =] so happy to see Jerry so clean..
thought him how to sit this morning too!! =] so cute!!

2008-07-09T00:37:00.000+08:00

Just had a haircut. hmm, i dont like. so short can. =(

2008-07-04T00:48:00.002+08:00

Grooming's super gross today.
i had to blow dry this ugly dog, and only found out it was infested with ticks
after shaving it half way!!
argh disgusting!!

A bowl full of ticks
there was one which is the size of my smallest finger..
super gross!!

and the poor ugly dog..

it looks like a dog with a cats body. hmm. ugly.

what the hell lorz!! didnt the owner noticed the ticks?!
poor thing.
its bcuz of all this irresponsible ppl, we gotta clear up their shit.

2008-07-02T02:37:00.002+08:00

I've MOVED !!

to Punggol. Further away from my friends. hmm. =((

moved to Felicia's house.

Because we just bought a puppy!! YAY!!

His name's Jerry. 4 mths old. Yorkshire Terrier..

cute right !!!!
still in the process of teaching him to shit n pee on the news paper.
Just bought him to the vet, he has cough. poor jerry. =((
damn, vets are expensive.

Moving is hard work.
especially when your staying at the 4th floor and there's no lift.
my empty room. saded.

The Day Before Moving
After grooming, Felicia and i went to the coffee shop at bedok for dinner.
This aunty came and asked if she could share seats with us.
being nice sweet people, of cause we said ok. ha.
[this is the reason i typed this]
after finishing her food, she set there sipping her coffee looking at us.
den she told Felicia..
"She very cute horz." in chinese.
ahahahaha~!!!! *blush*
so i was like, "oh, thank you." haha!! funny..

The Disgusting Part
i HATE cockroaches!! everybody hates them!!
whats worst den seeing a cockroach in your toilet?
is seeing a WHITE cockroach in your toilet !!
YES I'M SERIOUS !!!! WHITE !! ARGH F*CKING DISGUSTING !!!
the thought of it makes me sick !!

2008-07-02T01:19:00.007+08:00

Puppies !!

2008-06-23T18:39:00.008+08:00

Seen Kung Fu Panda ?

This is my 'Wu Xi Finger' !!

Weekends

Grooming.. My teacher wants to hire me on weekends..YAY! Money!! Doesnt really effect me that much to work on weekends, ........ i think.. doesnt matter,i normally go out on weekdays too.. Gotta stop comforting myself.

Before / After

Beagle !!

Huskeys !!

so cute right !! ha..
after a weekend, i realised its actually quite a tuff job lehz.. hmm..
a strain of fur went into my eye while blow drying the huskey yest, was wearing contacts summore, almost felt like dying.. later in the night, i felt something in both my eyes! AGAIN !! argh, that sucks..

Went drinking with Xiaowei n Felicia after grooming. At Pool Junction. ok la, not bad.. quite fun.. =))

i wanna go prawning n bbq!!! when when when???

one last thing, please look at this video and TAKE PETA's PLEDGE TO BE FUR-FREE !!
you'll see how uncivalized, barbaric and cruel some China people can be !!
you'll need to be warned that this video can be really disgusting.. ='(

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org.

2008-06-18T22:35:00.003+08:00

Went to town today. Saw this top at TopShop, $73.. Damn! gotta SAVE!!
Gets me thinking, i'm so broke now.. so frustrating!! i use to be able to buy buy buy. damnit this is irritating. =((

i think my toes are dislocating soon.. i can feel my vains in my toes when i walk.. hmm, think i should stop wearing heels for sometime..

tired.

2008-06-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

Woke up bout 8am plus today. I hate waking up earlie, it sucks! Went for grooming today. Cute little things!! but damn, my hands are still a little smelly even until now! If i take this as my long term career, will my hands stink forever?! Noo00ooo!! maybe i should wear gloves the next time.. like that how to groom??

i need more clothes!!
=(( i feel fat!! no wait, i AM fat!!!
hmmm...

2008-06-14T14:16:00.002+08:00

so tired, so pissed.. just feel like sleeping and never wake up.. ok, maybe after a big plate of chilli crap.. so gians! i wan chilli crab!! hate stupid insensitive self-centered guys who thinks pretty girls are always there for grabs. i mean, what the hell are they thinking? maybe they should try looking themselves at the mirror first. what? never seen lesbians before? argh! irritating.. if it wasnt for the birthday guy, i wouldnt have f**king tolerated. but den again, the birthday guy's pretty much drunk. argh damn, the thought of it makes me &!#%@^!! f**k it..

going back to grooming again, 99 franckle ave.. so far!! hmmm...

xiaowei just called, jioing me to Malaysia..
xiaowei i dunno~

2008-06-11T01:58:00.002+08:00

Here's my tip on 'How to get Broke in Just One Day'.

Work on monday, get paid ($150)
meet up girlfriend at town
collect a dress at 'Depression', Far East Plaza - $72
den dinner at Ramen Ten - $30.25
walk to Cine for a movie, 'The Chronicles Of Narnia Prince Caspian' - $16
lovers combo and 1 btl of 100plus - $8.90
after that, we felt like watching another movie
'Kung Fu Panda' - $16
1 bottle of Ice Mountain - $2.40

3plus in the morning..
and i'm left with $4.45
cab home .....
hmm, left with nothing..

2008-06-03T21:19:00.008+08:00

Cable Car Dinner
26th May

Why did i ever even think of trying it ?!
its expensive, the food sucks, simply waste of time, money and effort..
worst thing is, i had to try it on her birthday.. *roll eyes*

we had to celebrate one day earlier because she had to go to school..

the view sucks, due to the construction everywhere..

we were already feeling dizzy after the first round..
with wine, its even worst..

the food sucks (dont get deceived by the food display)

the birthday cake is erm.. its.. its erm.. its ok..

after the whole thing, we felt sick..
i dont even know if i'm full..
i mean, i dont feel like eating cause i feel more like puking..
but i'm not full either.. argh, this sucks..

Ok la, its not all that bad..
at least the service was good..
ok it was pretty high class also la..

but i could have paid lesser with better experince somewhere else.. hmmm..

Went to Vivo for a movie after that..
she didnt know i had her present in my bag.. (made an album for her.. its really heavy!!)
and i had to walk ard Vivo shopping with her..
the worst part is, i have to act as though as my bag's light..

Present Giving

After the movie, we went to Acoustic for some drinks..
went to a corner (table 10), took out the album, showed it to her..
the album's bout how i first met her etc etc.. i think its really cool !!
with it was ring i bought for us..

that moment was so right for us..
couldnt really go into details though.. *raise eyebrowns* heh..

Flowers..
went out secretly the next morning to get them and woke her up with this..

Purple tulips!!

its pretty small due to Global Warming.. Poor things ~

Hmm.. wish I was the birthday girl.. LOL..

2008-05-30T01:27:00.001+08:00

I'm coming back home.. i'm coming back home to 5 ~

coming back home to 5 ~

2008-05-18T23:01:00.001+08:00

Survivor Micronesia's over. Didnt think i'll ever watch survivor.
Shit, why did Parvati win?! Wasted
Amanda should win.. And she's hot!!

2008-05-14T01:20:00.004+08:00

So much things to update, dont even feel like updating anymore..
hmm, damn..

12th April
20th birthday celebration, venue, the Wine Shop.
40 pax, 730pm, buffet..
For those sexy ppl who made it, THANKS!! Really appreciate ur presence, and presents!!

half showed up..
the other half got lost, due to the ULUness of the location..
ended up having extra food enough to feed Africa.. Yes, i'm exaggerating..
Yes, i have calls inviting me to go some clubs, pubs, lounge to celebrate, but how to?
11pm.. 12am..
pubbing? sure, wait till i clean up the place..
1am..
where to?
2am..
alright, getting really bored..
2plus..
Lets just head to Acoustic. (praying i dont get drunk in Amy or Jason's hands)

2 cabs..
my cab : Jason in front. Felicia, me, Jamie from left to right at the back.
i like it when cab drivers drive like 'speed racer'. Its exciting!! But when they start 'HOU LIANing' about themselves.. erm, thats a little disgusting..

The Accident
So finally, reached South Bridge Road..
Felicia got off the cab while Jason sweetly settling the bill..
with 1 foot out, the cab suddenly moved forward, rolling on top of Felicia's slippers which prevented her foot from escaping.. Helplessly, the f*cking wheel slowly ran over the back of her foot. WHAT THE HELL !?!
So ya, the f*ucking self-proclaimed fantastic fast speed racer driver was finally willing to use his f*ck brakes after hearing us shout like mad ppl.
sorry i put on free gear, can u stand up? does it hurt?
LIKE F*CK YA !!
( sorry for my uncivilized behavior, but i cant help it!! )
Felicia tried standing but she couldnt..
its not my fault, the car's on free gear.. (repeating this for like 3-4 times )
hello? so what? its our fault? who's the driver? Are we suppose to pull the brakes oueselves? blame the car, are u kidding me?!
okok, i fetch u to hospital.. i pay i pay.. ( DUH! )
while waiting for the doctor at GH, having 2-3 ppl guarding him in case he tries to run, we over heard him talking on the phone with i think, his boss saying
but i got no money. and all the other 'its not my fault' stuff..
We dont care! i mean, if u apologised with sincerity instead of acting tough n all, we wouldnt be so mean right?
Asked for his IC, he refused to give..
Thanks to XiaoWei for these photos..

Don go buy 4D arhz.. Anyways its over for a mth le...

But rmb the numbers, dont take this cab!! They should strip his license off from him anyways..
Luckly for Felicia, no bones were broken. Just a swollan foot and a thick piece of skin dangling out from her foot, needing clutches for bout a mth..
Meaning more time, energy, love, work for her from me.. heh..

So thats how i spent my 20th Birthday..
(no, i'm not complaining. i think.. eh, no la baby, just kidding.. hmm..)
oh ya, went to someplace near for breakfast after that. had my last stick there. would have showed e video if i weren't so ugly in that video.. lol..

As for the other photos taken at the shop, it'll have to wait. until we get our hands on the wire thingeE.. hmm, ya..

2008-04-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

2 more days till i turn 20..
hmm, the first 2 in my age..
Don really feel different though..
zzz..

A promise i made ..
Gonna quit SMOKING after my brithday..
No smoking after alcohol,
no smoking after meals,
no smoking when i'm pissed off,
no smoking when i'm feeling stress,
no more, " wanna go for a puff? "
no more, "eh, steng lehz~"
zzz..

Never thought i'll ever come to this day..
But~ a promise is a promise.. =]

Cant wait for tmr's celebration.. =DD

2008-03-27T16:07:00.002+08:00

23rd March - Function at Vinotique

Thanks babes !! Wouldn't have made it without u guys !! =DD

After a hard night of work, we indulged ourselves in Wii..

Eh, u can put all this videos in your blog, since u like to blog so much..
*while filming Felicia playing tennise on Wii*
*took me a min to figure out what Cecilia was saying due to too much wine*
What?! and let the world see me play Wii drunk?? Ha, don think so..

2008-03-22T15:17:00.003+08:00

16th march 2008
YAY~!!!! 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!! =DD

What she got for me.. =]

2008-03-06T18:26:00.004+08:00

1st March..
A little tired but still excited
1st day of opening.. Wow, sounds exciting..
cant wait for my drinking kakies to come at night..
So much to do, so little time..
Got a little frustrated..

'Ding Dong'
Customer?? At this hour?? a little earlie for wine right?? i thought..

Wow! Flowers!! Nah, definately not mine..
If its not mine, it have to be Michael's.. Since there's only 2 stuffs..
"Is Ms Jolyn Tan around?" he asked..
YA THATS ME!! FlOWERS FOR ME?!?!?!
Could u sign here for me? And where should i put it?
Oh, outside would do..
Must be my dad, so nice of him.. If not who?
WAIT,IS THAT 'XIAO WEI' I SEE?? =D
THANKS BABE~!!!!

Wah, which boyfriends of urs?? Michael asked..
No lorz, its Xiaowei, a gal.. Eh~ u got anot.. *proud look with head tilted side ways*
Ayer, today also not our official Grand Opening.. *Laughed*
*Paused for a second in embarresment*
Ha, shit.. Doesn't matter.. Its still super nice of u Xiao Wei!! =]
Btw, they spelled my name wrongly.. Its Jolyn, not Joyln.. =/

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY XIAOWEI~!!

2008-02-28T14:06:00.017+08:00

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2008-02-20T12:22:00.004+08:00

Damn i'm bored & tired..
Cold, hungry, bored, sleepy, bored, cold, sleepy, hungry, bored, sleepy..
a lil emo .. (-_-")

wanna find some place to chill out?
oh god, COME~!!
Drink some wine, tea, coffee?
Grab some food..
Use the toilet?
Just COME~!!
Listen to some music?
Get away from the world?
COME~!!
use internet maybe
hold private functions?
or even finding someone to chill out with?
seriously, COME~!!

BLK 4 Queens Rd, yes, a lil ulu..
but wait till u take a look at the shop..
no harm..

Damn, i'm still bored & tired..

[4 Packets]

2008-02-07T13:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!

happy happy happy !!!!!!

happy season

happy time

happy people

happy family

happy NY msges

happy day

happy food

happy throat

happy oranges

happy red packets

happy mahjong

happy me

happy you..

happy happy happy =D

Lost weight~!!!
happy happy happy

2008-01-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS TO LINA !!!
THE FUNNEST WEDDING I'VE EVER BEEN TO.. =D

3 Days after my tonsils operation..
still dying in pain
cant eat
cant talk
my mouth stink !! eeEEeewww..
no fries
no burger
no fried chicken
no cookies
no pizza..
only porridge.. still, i feel pain when swallow..
sigh, i'm starting to regret

cant imagine if i still cant eat during CNY
reunion dinner
pineapple tarts
ba guas
funny shaped jellyish sweets
chocolates
tarts that taste gd, though i dont know what are those
doesn't matter, as long as its in e red caped container
ALL the NY goodies !!
shit..
have i been cheated ??
"Oh don worry, you'll recover in time for New Year" they told me..
well, i BETTER recover i thought..
or else i'll SUE !!
sue the doctor
sue the nurse
sue the receptionist
sue the cleaner
sue the patients
i'll SUE SUE SUE !!

*ahem* right..
dame, still didn't lose any weight..

2008-01-16T13:26:00.000+08:00

Baby i dont know what to blog..
Dont blog la, whats e problem
Its getting boring.
So?? Ya but its true..
Why u care.. As long as ur life is interesting.. *cheeky look

Shit, gained weight!!
Need more money for New Year clothes!!

[7 sticks n 2 sticks left]

2008-01-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! =D
Yay!! Chinese New Year is coming!!
New clothes?
New Year food!!
Mahjong!!
RED PACKETS!! ha..
of cuz its not all just because of that we celebrate New Year, its the chinese tradition that we should all respect n celebrate the u noe, scaring away of monsters with fire crackers n all..
Er, YA RIGHT!! who cares~ You? who? not me..

New year count down..
sheesh~ Not all that fun..
Why? damn.. Try havin stomach upset while watchin fireworks..
What can be worst??
Is to have high fever the very next day.. -_-
almost died..
Its a sign

The doctor told me its better if i went for an operation to remove my tornsils..
Tornsils - something that is er.. at the back of your mouth..
Its a sign

Meaning a few days of MC..
Meaning a few days of not working/helping to set up e wine shop?
Its a sign

[7 Packets and 14 sticks left]

2007-12-28T16:05:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. Christmas is over.. boo00ooo~
No more receiving free gifts..
No more snow, Santa feeling..
No more shouting 'MERRY CHRISTMAS' out the window at night..

Jan, the start of a new carrer. Wine.
No more slacking at home watchin tv
No more sleeping late n waking up late
" Sacrifices have to be made " they tell me...
Yes yes, i know.. but am i ready for it?? =(
Time to get serious with my life gal..

Need wine? Call me.. =]

[8 Packets and 1 stick left]

2007-12-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

YAY!! Christmas is coming!!

[ 8 Packets and 12 sticks left]

2007-12-05T16:53:00.001+08:00

I was minding my own business yesturday when i recieved a shocking msg from Cheryl..
Free tonight? Wanna go drinking?
Where? With?
Planning to go club 97 to siao first den go somewhere else. Got me Peiyu and Cecilia lor
( My Sisters)
Am i in a dream??
Cherly? Club 97 just is'nt her thing..
Cecilia? Staying out till super late without getting into trouble??
Peiyu.. Yea, she's ok..
But having all 3 of them asking me out to club?? TOGETHER?? thats rare..

What i did?? SHOCKINGLY, i rejected their offer..
why??
because i had to have a wisdom tooth
because i had to have an operation
because it have to heal so slowly
because of that i can neither drink nor smoke..
(no baby,i'm not complaining (= )
Imagine having a CRAZY night out with ur babes,
seeing them drink till they drop, or once in awhile, they would disappear because they had to get a puff outside..
Mean while what am i doing??
Sitting at a corner, just smiling at them with my glass of mineral water, taking care of their bags when they're having a puff outside..
NEVER~!!!!!
But hang on babes, will club again with u soon!! heh..

2007-12-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

[1st December]
Class outing, venue, Newton circle's Market..
A bad choice if u just went for a tooth operation..
NO i'm not gonna put up photo's
cant even believe i got so excited to take photos..
Definately regreted it after looking at them..
MY GOD!! THE SWOLLEN CHEEK!!
What could be worst, when my classmates have to make fun of my cheek.. hmph..
But its nice crapping with them again..
Wont mind meeting up again sometime soon, BUT~
this time, without a swollen cheek..

[2nd December]

She cooked porridge for me!!

I'm touched, really am.. =)

2007-12-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my right side's wisdom tooth operation..
Dont know how on earth can i convince myself to go for the operation for my left side's wisdom tooth..

Got class outing tmr..
How on earth can i show up with a swollen right cheek??
No alcohol and smoking for a few days they told me.. No prob, i can handle that..
But only porridge for breakfast, lunch and dinner?? Thats killing me!!

Ok, so this is how it went..
The pain was too unbearable, i had to call up the dentist to bring forward the appointment..
9.15pm, waited nervously with Felicia
So when its my turn, i had to take a x-ray because my tooth was in my gum..
They asked her to leave the room and i was left with a tissue in my hand to accompany me thru the horror..

Dentist: (Showing me the x-ray) Ok, u can see ur tooth, its hiding inside ur gum. And its very close to your nerve. So i believe u've read and signed a form just now, like say if anything happens to ur nerve while the operation is going on, we wont be at fault..
Me: Huh? If anything happens to my nerve?? What will happen to me??
Dentist: (Calm look) Oh, half of ur mouth would be paralysed.. Well, so far, for my experience, i haven't made anyone paralysed yet.. So i guess u can be say.. 70% save with me..
Me: Are u SERIOUS?! So are u gonna cut open my gum or something?
Dentist: Oh i cant tell u that, its confidential.. But i would have to give u 3 injections, and den u'll be blind folded.. Don worry, if u feel pain, u still can tell me..
Me: Injections?? Will it hurt?? *starting to shiver* ( i mean seriously shiver)
Dentist: Not really.. (holding a big long needle like thingeE) Hey, dont look better..
Me: *Shivering*
After giving the 3rd PAINFUL injections..
Dentist: Ok i'll give u one more injection just in case ya..
Me: *SCREAMING for help in my mind*
So after being blind folded n all,
i could sense him slicing my gum,
hear him drilling my tooth into 2,
felt him pullin my tooth out from my gum,
and oh man, not mentioning feeling every single time he pierced the needle thru my gum..
Dentist: Right, i'll have to sew ur gum for the 2nd time to make sure it dont over bleed thru the night..
Me: (Nodding my head but screaming in pain in my mind)
Was shivering thru the entire operation.. Kinda embarrassing but hey, its really scary!!

Came out of the room, showed Felicia my tooth..
She laughed at my swollen right cheek.. Cant blame her, i would too if i were her..
Dentist: Rmb to take ur pain killers, it would definately hurt tonight.. but only tonight..

Ya, i can definately feel the pain now.. =( Dont think i'll b able to sleep tonight..

Thanks baby, for accompanying me even though ur having stomach upsets.. Appreciate it!!

[9 Packets and 7 sticks left]

2007-11-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

So i went for a dental check up..
the pain
the shock
the fear..
The dentist told me that i'll have to go for 2 operations.. Yea, for my wisdom tooth..
A colleague told me, "so, ur cleverer now huh.."
*roll eyes* where did that ever come from?! Just think about the pain!!! =(

Dentist : I'll have to slice open your gum and den pull out ur tooth..
Me : *SHOCK* Slice?! Will it hurt?!
Dentist : *with a calm look* Yup, or would u perfer me to just slice off the piece of gum above ur tooth, but the gum might just grow back again and by that time, it would definately hurt even more..
Me: *SCREAMING IN MY MIND!! But calm face.. I still rmb bout my image k!!* oh, den go for operation to take out my tooth ba..

And to think that i'll b going for a buffet on sat for my class outing.. oh man!!

My gal took a packet of cigg from me 'secretly' to get me to smoke less.. Of cuz i found out in e end.. heh, cute of her..
9 Packets, 8 sticks of cigg left b4 i stop smoking..

2007-11-28T13:45:00.000+08:00

ARGH~!! how can i type with the banging screwing drilling knocking from the construction upstairs!! Starting to get really irritated..

What a week..
Made a BIG decision
Guess its one of the biggest decisions i've ever made
Dont really know should i be proud of myself or...
(No baby i'm not complaining)
Ahem, as i was saying..

Made a promise to stop smoking after i finish the 8 packets n 13 sticks of cigg i have with me.. SHOCKING??
Yes i'm serious.. Really..
Intend to count down to the last stick..
i mean, how can i not??

Sigh, the thought of not smoking after a drink
or after a meal
or after the movies
(Baby i'm not complaining)

Damn, needa go to a dentist.. The pain is killing me..

2007-11-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! 2 more days to decide, make a conclusion..
for my future..
work for money or interest

"I would choose to work for money when i'm younger. But if i'm older, i would work for interest. Cuz got not much time le." she told me..

TRUE TRUE..
but my god..
things i have to go thru..
oh man, i need a smoke..
oopz, i cant, promised i would'nt smoke today..
Baby i know ur proud of me.. =D

Am i cut out to do business??
think i'm too soft
what if i dont do well??
Dad, after all the effort, sweat, late nights, critcism, tears, aches, money, time..
what if i fail??
all these, go down the drain..
worth it? =(

Shit, gained 1kg..
gotta stop eating..

2007-11-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

Spaghetti cooked by her, for me!! =)

My 2 mth present!!

Got bored, so i decided to draw on her..

2007-11-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

16th November
Attached for 2 mths n counting..
Went to Mount Faber, expensive, but worth it.. ha..
Cable car ride, wow, romantic!!
My god, The food there sux though..

Ok, this is a boring post..

2007-11-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

Control control control

ARHG!! i HATE china ppl!! They are..
irritating
noisy
fat
retarded
ugly
i mean, they dont think!! Whats worst den having to hear her talk rubbish with her irritating accent..
is to see and hear her talk rubbish with her irritating accent and having to control myself from slapping her!

Who am i talking about? the bitch my Dad married..
Not blaming my dad though.. i LOVE him.. LOVE YOU DAD!!
i cant even call her mo... eeEEeeewwwWWWwwww... NEVER~!!
i've got my own mom..

if you come from china and ur reading my blog, fcuk off!! get outta my blog!! Stop contaminating my blog!!

Gonna meet Maggie now, so sweet of her to accompany me.. Really need a hair cut..

2007-11-12T12:13:00.000+08:00

Not trying to be emo. Got bored, clicked on Paint. And wahla! =)

Hmmm.. Ok, it really looks emo. feels emo.

Maybe when i'm drawing it i was alittle.. Fine! super emo. But anyways, think its nice.. =)

So after i blogged this right, my gal saw the drawing right, she too saw my bro's drawing right, so she too wanted to draw something right.. And believe me, she's REALLY proud of her work..

2007-11-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

I dont wanna die seeing my daughter a NOTHING

Kept me thinking alot..
What have i been doing these years?
Regrets?
Was it worth it?
If i could turn back time, would i do it again?
Guess the problem with thinking too much is that.. U cant find a straight answer for urself..

Studies. Work. Future.
I dont know..
O levels.. Can i?
Work.. what?
ok, try takin up some course.. Skills or something.. U know, future..
how can i do that without even knowin what i want??
ok, what do i like??
' Animals
' Photography perhaps?
' Entertainment?
' Designing?

Dame, watchin tv now.. Our makan places lost & found..
Getting hungry, wantan noodles.. hmmm..
Gonna find some food.. WHAT ABOUT LOSING WEIGHT?
Arg, tomorrow..

2007-11-03T18:15:00.000+08:00

Swensen's, one for one ice-cream offer.. Didnt thought the power of influence can be that strong.. Ever tried hagging around someone who is like, crazy over ice-cream for like, i dont know.. About 2 mths?

Try insulting ice-cream in front of her, u'll die!! Yup, its true..

Try having dinner at Swensen's when the waiter have to tell u they have the 1 for 1 offer.. OMG!! U cannot imagine..

But sometimes u'll need ppl like this to brighten up ur life.. =)

Oh, not 4getting.. There's a difference between 'low class' and 'high class' ice-cream too..

Havin a flu now, sucks to be sick! Try havin both nostrils blocked, filled up with hard sticky gooey yellowish mucus.. Sucks!!

2007-10-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

The problem with not blogging for so long is when u wanna start to blog, u dont know where to start..

Just came back from Taiwan, went there to celebrate Karen's birthday..

Taipei (Xi Men Ding)

Sharon, Ms Christine & Karon

4 Days 3 Nights of shoppin, fun, cold weather, achin toes, the fear of gaining weight and constipation..

Pigs tongue

Shopping!!

Their boring Museum

On our way home

Just had my 1st mth Anniversary too.. Hey, i've been single long enough k, so just let me enjoy this even if its only 1mth..

Got a perfume and a classy card done by her.. =)

Got up earlie in the morning juz to make jelly for her.. Although it doesn't taste as good as i thought it would but hey! its my first time..

2007-09-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps.. Been busy lately, so yea.. Didnt hve time to blog.. CHEY~!! like majam got alot off ppl view..

LATEST NEWS~!! after being single for 1yr and 7 days, i'm finally attached~!!! (omg, cant believe i actually counted) *roll eyes*

So rececntly i've been tinkin bout relationships.. ok, lets list out some..
' big age diff relationships
' same sex relationships
' 3rd party relationships
' diff social class relationships
' diff race relationships??
dats all i can tink of right now.. So the question is, is it wrong? not right? not normal?

[ For one human being to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of all our task... The work for which all other work is but preparation. - Rainer Maria Rilke ] chim rite.. >.<

Personally i tink its alrite.. Ppl tink its not because of the way they're being brought up.. Dont get me wrong, i've got GREAT parents~!! LOVE DEM~!! Seriously, imagine if we're being brought up in a world full of lesbans n gays, or wen getting married with someone 10 to 20 yrs older den u is a normal thing, would we say dats not normal??

Doesn't matter.. As long as my friends r happy, she's happy, i'm happy.. =)

2007-09-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

Jolyn is Happy~!!

2007-09-14T01:20:00.000+08:00

(sigh) ur a sad man.... saaaAAaaaad man..

2007-09-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

Come on..
At least i've got control
Even though its not a proper/normal one
But i've got control n i'm FUCKING happy with it
Give me a break

And YES, grow up!!
Talk about being a christian
Thank God i'm not den

2007-09-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

7th September

Intend to stay at Xiaowei's house until sunday.. Why?? Cuz i miss her SOUP~!! =D~ So i had dinner at her house b4 going to Acoustic..

went to Acoustic.. As usual, got high.. Got to know new friends.. =)

8th September

Met Cecilia for a game of pool with Xiaowei.. Abit later of the day, due to everyone's craving for soup, we went to Xiaoweis house to slack..The cab driver said cecilia sounded like a pig~!! Totally agree~!! Ate crackers with chocolate syrup and i drank 2 bowls of soup..

I'M SUPPOSE TO LOSE WEIGHT~!! >.<

2007-09-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

Just came back home after slackin at Gaylang lor 37, eating beancurd with my babes.. Played with a Power Ranger mask..

Cecilia transforming into Pink Ranger!! she is so gonna kill me for putting this here..

2007-09-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

Went for grooming course today..
Jolyn, where u stay?
Oh, lavendar lorz.. why?
Since so near, tmr come earlier la..
Oh er, ok.. wad time?
Tmr come at 11am k..
My senior tried to persuade me to come earlier,so being a good student, i reached at 10:44am..
NO ONE WAS AROUND~!!! TO THINK THAT I WAISTED A FEW MINUTES OF MY SLEEP~!! HMPH~!!

I'm not suppose to say this but.. wad the heck..
While grooming, my korean teacher n my senior was discussing bout sex.. =) interesting..
2005 i come singapore, my english no good.. I just ask my gf want to make love..
HUH?! But u guys hold hands already?
No, but she know my english no good..
(he ment, he loved her and wanna go on to the next step, marrage etc.)
We giggled..
What about i want to have sex with u?
No, if u say that, it just mean that u wanna have sex.. But if u say i wanna make love to u, it means u love her.. Luckly u never say i wanna fuck u..
She will slap u~!! (Both my senior n I said at the same time)
Singapore got teach bout sex? Study sex?
Ya got.. But is teach to prevent Aids lorz..
U know korea, teach guy how to sex..
Huh?! Sex need to teach one mehz? I thought just try, if cannot den find next one lorz?
Eh,we dont talk too much, Jolyn young..
(i juz kept quiet.. don wanna interfear)
Aya, u juz show her the Paris Hilton porn u got den she become adult liao! Jolyn u got bf before?
Oh er, i think the dog can le..
(trying to change the subject)
Eh, Jolyn.. Dont tell your parents we talk talk this ok..
(my teacher told me)
Ha, er ya sure..
Yea, its funny.. Esp my korean teacher.. Most of the time we dont know what is he sayin..

Took close to 4 hours just to brush, shower, dry and brush again, a dog.. My god, just one dog (didi).. Wait till u see his fur.. Almost doze off while brushing him.. Its not very clear though, wanted to take a clearer pic until the owner came.. So gotta quickly hide my phone.. =(