hers

.Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ' 12:48 PM

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this is a sick post.
parental guidance is advised.

stress kills
smoke more
drink more
club more
eat less
tear more
kills your lungs, liver, ears, stomach, eyes, brain cells. heart
what else can you ask for

try having a brainless, self-proclaimed-smart business partner
a good for nothing ass licking old butch like admin
a mentally retarded fat china slut (dad's wife)
bothering you EVERYDAY!!

hate making big decisions
hey! i should be enjoying my life at my age no?
take private O's, go to some poly or something
having studies and love as my only problems
stretch my hands out for money
chill at Spinelli everyday.

but starting young isn't all that bad either
gain more experiences
gain more knowledge
retire young and let ppl envy you.

but what if things don't turn out the way you want it to?
you end up having no qualifications and a stable income

so? think positive!
your still young, there's still a long road ahead. come on, if you don't try now, when?
so what if you fail right? there's still time to recover.

but is there really time?
how much time is time?
why not get some qualifications now, get a stable job and try to save like everyone else.
don't risk it. right?

talk about making the wrong decision.
done plenty of that.
and now, i'm feeling the weight on my shoulders.
hey, i'm like the younger sister right?
why does my brother get all the luck.

fark i remember
i cant chicken out now.
think of others before you right?

whats life without risks.
damn i'm sick.

need a smoke now.

hey i'm not all that emo, i know whats being happy too.
happy is when someone die right after spending his/her last cent. lol.

p.s
spare me all the naggings.