hers

.Wednesday, December 09, 2009 ' 9:36 AM

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woke up at 7am, start work at 830am!! surprisingly managed to prepare within an hour!!

phone rang...
are you gonna be late? are you almost done? baby's here to save you..
*shocked, got speachless*

though the taxi driver was farking irritating, her presence was all i need.

Milo
Bread
Chocolate cake
Strepsils
Dequadin Lozenges

can i ask for more?
i want to have milo and peanut butter bread everyday.. =))

.Friday, October 23, 2009 ' 1:16 PM

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PASS!!

.Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ' 10:06 AM

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2 more days till my driving test!! >.<

.Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ' 12:48 PM

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this is a sick post.
parental guidance is advised.

stress kills
smoke more
drink more
club more
eat less
tear more
kills your lungs, liver, ears, stomach, eyes, brain cells. heart
what else can you ask for

try having a brainless, self-proclaimed-smart business partner
a good for nothing ass licking old butch like admin
a mentally retarded fat china slut (dad's wife)
bothering you EVERYDAY!!

hate making big decisions
hey! i should be enjoying my life at my age no?
take private O's, go to some poly or something
having studies and love as my only problems
stretch my hands out for money
chill at Spinelli everyday.

but starting young isn't all that bad either
gain more experiences
gain more knowledge
retire young and let ppl envy you.

but what if things don't turn out the way you want it to?
you end up having no qualifications and a stable income

so? think positive!
your still young, there's still a long road ahead. come on, if you don't try now, when?
so what if you fail right? there's still time to recover.

but is there really time?
how much time is time?
why not get some qualifications now, get a stable job and try to save like everyone else.
don't risk it. right?

talk about making the wrong decision.
done plenty of that.
and now, i'm feeling the weight on my shoulders.
hey, i'm like the younger sister right?
why does my brother get all the luck.

fark i remember
i cant chicken out now.
think of others before you right?

whats life without risks.
damn i'm sick.

need a smoke now.

hey i'm not all that emo, i know whats being happy too.
happy is when someone die right after spending his/her last cent. lol.

p.s
spare me all the naggings.

.Monday, October 05, 2009 ' 6:21 PM

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my God, whats happening to me
almost lost my phone and camera A FEW times!!

.Saturday, September 19, 2009 ' 5:42 PM

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sick...................................................................

.Monday, September 07, 2009 ' 5:24 PM

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That China b*tch is creating problems again
Feel so helpless
"How are u getting along handling 2 companies?" he asked
I couldnt reply him
Somethings pulling me back, and i dont know what is it
So much responsibilities
Too much sacrifices were made for me
I love him too much to chicken out
Not much time left.
Gahh, God please give me more time!!

Wait for me to bring you away, Dad.